I just realized how much I truly love you :/ & I don't want to be with anyone else but you. Baby, you are my entire world. I don't know how I'm able to stand the pain of not seeing you every single day. I could barely stand being away from you for five minutes, let alone ...a whole year :/ I can't let you go, I won't let you go. You are the definition of perfection. You and me, we're like two small puzzle pieces to the puzzle of life. The way our lips fit so perfectly into one anothers, the way our hands fit so perfectly together, the way I fit so perfectly into your arms. One day, we'll find each other again, and finally fill those last two missing pieces of the puzzle. Because I know in my heart that you are the one for me. Baby, we belong together; and I know that we'll end up together. Just because you're gone a million, billion miles away; the feelings in my heart for you will never change. You will definately be in my heart forever.
"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though youare one day further from the last time you saw them, you areone day closer to the next time you will."
It's funny how day-by-day nothing changes, but when you look back everything's different. I remember the day I met you. I didn't like you at all. I didn't KNOW you at all. My assumption of you couldn't be more wrong. I fall in love with you more and more every single day. I think about how it was the first week were together and compare it to how we are today. How did things change so much. I never knew I could be so completely comfortable and in love with someone. You've seen me at my happiest, my saddest, my prettiest, my ugliest, my best, and my worst. You litterally have been with me through so much. In a matter of 7-8 months. I never have meant those three words more in my entire life than when I wake up next to you and wisper in your ear; "I Love You." Because I do. This relationship has been utterly amazing and I never want it to end. Distance never separates two hearts that really care. And I really care.
(I realized that "he" was my distraction. No one could ever really take the place of you. I just miss you so much, I don't know how else to deal. I need that special someone that I can kiss, that I can hug, that I can love. I need that special someone I could cry with, cuddle with, laugh with, smile with. I need that special someone I can relate to and talk to about ANYTHING. I need that special someone who I can trust more than I can trust myself. I need that special someone to hold me in their arms when I wake up next to them and the first words I hear are "I love you." I need that special someone to be you. Forever.
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