JUL!3'S BLOG :D

You guys; this is upsetting. I am so very behind on my blogs. I have so so so much to tell you!

Starting with my dad. I don't know if I've told you about my dad before; but we don't get along well. Not since sixth grade at least. The year I started doing bad things--becomming a teenager. My dad and I always argued. About everything. It didn't matter if it was bigger than a 13 story building, or smaller than a stran of hair--we argued about it. We never saw eye-to-eye on anything and he always tried controlling me, protecting me from anything in the outside world. But--one day (yesterday) He took me out to my favorite place. TACO BELL :D And he apologized to me... for trying to run my life. Trying to keep me five years old. He said he needed to grow up and realize that I'm getting older and I'm starting to make decisions for myself. And he might not like a lot of them; but I am. He said that before; while I was making these decisions, it made him so angry because he didn't want me to grow up. Now he said he's realizing that it's going to happen and he's going to have to deal with it. Whether he likes it or not. But the big this is: He told me that he does not care what I do anymore. He isn't the one making the decision; and he's going to let me make them for myself. I'm not exacty sure if that is for better; or worse...

&this leads me into the fact that I can hang out with guys without him freaking out. Like today--he came to pick me up from McDonalds ...while I was with Isaiah, Corey, and Nick. He did not say one word about it and was completely okay. It kind of scared me a bit, to be honest.

Let's talk about hanging with Corey & others. You guys don't know about Corey, do you? I consider him Manoli's boyfriend because they were always together. They were boyfriends and I know it. I always called Corey my son, and I was his mom... but I do not exactly remember why? Ohwell. He's a really funny, awesome, kickass, redneck :D I love him. He always makes me smile. And he looks out for me; trying to keep me on the right track. It's awesome to have a friend like that. So I hang out with him sometimes. I have been a lot, recently. It's okay though, because together--we don't do anything illegal. He's just crazy and get's in trouble a lot (: But it's okay. I still love him. Okay; back to my story.

I met up with him and Chris around ...say 1:30 pm ish. We hung out in the Dunkin Donuts/gas station place for most of the time. There was only one reason we were there so long... Ha, well we were just hanging out, talking, etc. & Chris and him start throwing their drinks at one another and Corey's tea spilt on his crotch... You would NOT believe how realistic it looked like he peed his pants. It was crazy. So he just sat there. For so long, waiting for it to dry. Boy, was that funny. Then Chris, being the asshole that he is, kept taking pictures of my tits, ass, and crotch. Literally for an hour. At least. It was effing annoying. He would not stop. Then we went to Chris's house. God it was so hot. Everyone was sweating & guess what? Just guess. GUESS!

He didn't have an air conditioner or anything. He turned on a fan when we got there--after I asked him to. God, I was about to die. So we played guitar hero most of the time. Eventually, Chris went to his room and ...well, he began to watch porn. Ha. So Corey and I are just going through all the god damn pictures Chris took as he was violating me... Oi. Then Chris opens the door and calls me a whore. & so the psycotic, crazy, baseball bat vs. pillow match begins. So I grab the wooden baseball bad and go in the room and scream "DID YOU JUST CALL ME A FUCKING WHORE?" and I started beating him with the baseball bat, he grabs the pillow trying to defend himself. Corey comes in the room and is like "holy shxt Julie, put that down!" but I continued to beat the living shit out of him. Eventually I stopped, had a drink of water, and headed for Erika's with Corey. :D

We got there, and Emily and Nick are outside. We sit down and chat. Blah blah blah. Then Dan, and Angie come outside and chill for a while. Then Erika comes outside, yells at Corey for making a lot of noise while she's trying to sleep, goes back inside, gets a blanket, and comes back out to hang. THEN MY CELLULAR BATTERY DIES! Oh no. Hours later--Corey, Nick and I leave and go to Isaiahs. (: YAYYY. I miss him. You see, Isaiah is my wife, and he amazes the pants off of me. I got to see his dad, who I miss a lot. I haven't seen him since I stayed the night at Isaiahs. Which was longlonglong ago :/ beginning of summer actually. Ha. Later, we headed for McDonalds for 39 cent icecream! YAYY. Around 8:30 ish, my parentals come to pick me up. & this is where the "my dad not caring" comes into play. He would have flipped shit about me being with three other guys... by myself. But he was totally chill with it. WOA. I'm still in shock.

After I ate dinner, at McDonalds, I went to go see Isaiah's mom at work. I miss her as well. Lots. She was so happy to see me, she said. It meant a lot to me. She's such a nice woman. She's just like my mom in some ways. She's even bought me ear rings. She's lovely. (: Thennn--I came home and sat on my butt. Yay.

Anywho;
What else do I need to talk about? Jeez, I hate that I always forget what the other things that I want to write about.
UGH!