You don't realize what you have until you've lost it...

Why do I even care?

This blog is not about Mikey, or Manolis, or anyone. & you know what; I don't care if this hurts anyone. I'm done being the one hurt whether I try to spare your feelings or not.

I want him now more than ever. I don't understand. I could have just said that I will eventually be with you. Then you wouldn't be with her. Why didn't I just say that I didn't want you to date her. Then you wouldn't be with her. Why didn't I just say that I want you, and I need you. That I don't want you to be with any other girl. Especially her.

I feel like I'm not good enough. I feel like ..I'm now worth it. I don't like that I hurt you. I don't like that I kept dragging you along. You deserve so much better. But her... Really? :/

I'll finish later?