JUL!3'S BLOG :D

Oh my damn, I really wish I actually had the time to write in my blog erry'day. Oh well, though.
So lately, I've been talking to this guy. <3

I don't know what it is about him, but I can't stand not being around him. He's totally not the guy I'd ever go for..

• druggie
• alcoholic
• bipolar
• anger magmental
• 19!
• homeless
• 6'4"
• BIG :D

I don't know, it's just ...crazy that I'd actually go for him. For some reason, I can't help but want him. Even through all of our fights, and arguements, and bickering, and yelling--I want him. So badly.

He's not the guy every thinks he is, though. He's really insecure, actually. And he can be a big sweetheart. I just don't know what it is about him. I really don't.